Helped in no small part by some amazing Twitter friends, I managed to both call and get to the doctors surgery today. Both no mean feat given my current bout of emotions.

Making the call was hurdle enough. But I managed it. And then I realised I would have to actually go. As in leave the house and walk there. I didn’t think about it.

I had actually started feeling better recently, not perfect, but definitely taking small steps forwards. Monday was such an unbelievably positive day. I just don’t know what went wrong yesterday and suddenly I am feeling so vulnerable and lost all over again. Continue reading →